There are currently a couple of lengthy threads about me and my web sites on
ARS, fostered by my recent
open letter to Andreas Heldal-Lund on OCMB asking him to activate my months-old account registration request so I could have my say on
Don Carlo's threads about my websites.
In OCMB and on ARS people have made a few speculations as to who I really am. Some people thought that I was from Germany and others that my native language was Dutch
I post pseudonymously, for a variety of reasons, and did so as I started posting as an outright Scientology critic on ARS back in 1996.
There are, however, a few things that I let know about me over the years:
I am from Belgium and my native language is French.
I believe my command of Shakespeare's language is more than fair, but here and there, there may be some idioms or subtlety I may miss.
The latest example of this is my recent blog entry where I claimed that "
What is Scientology Queries Tops Google search in 2008". In my mind this meant “among the top”, but, upon a remark in that ARS thread, I looked it up, and now realize that it really means “at the topmost”. I adapted the post title to reflect this.
If you have any more such comments or doubts or whatever, my comments section is open and I suggest you post them there or sent me
email before setting off in wild accusation campaigns based on nothing more than a possible misunderstanding.
Though moderated, the comments section is open to every viewpoints, except for spam, off-topic posts, copyright violation, and invasion of privacy. Apart from this, I always post all comments, no matter how insulting, false or misguided (keep in mind, though, that this is a comment section only, not a public forum aimed at extensive debates). I also believe that aggressive comments tell more about those making them than it does about the target of their vindication.
For the rest, what I also made known, was that I was on local staff from 1975 to 1978, during which I went for a lengthy stage at the European HQ in Denmark, then started working for the SoCo bureau at
GO WW where I stayed for an other half year before leaving the movement altogether in 1980. My Scientology stories are recounted
here,
here, and in more details
here.
After I quit Scientology, I never had anything to do with it, and didn’t even join any Freezone groups as I simply stopped believing in the tech when it came to spiritual results, my one and prime interest.
I basically “fell” back on my previous spiritual path, that of Theosophy and
Krishnamurti, and extended it with things like Alice Bailey (about whom I had a
web page until representatives of that movement sent me copyright notice to put what I webbed down, and ignored my request to keep part of it as fair use). Nowadays I am a fan of
Eckhart Tolle, which was tipped to me by a Scientology ex-member who was greatly helped by my web site.
After I left Scientology I was fascinated by the anti-cult movement and
traveled quite extensively in the USA to personally understand what it was all about, and even had an extensive interview with the dreaded Ted Patrick as he was commuting between San Diego and Los Angeles (where he had to attend one of his numerous suits). My spiritual background, my Scientology experience, and my anti-cult-related researches are part of the reasons my web site and blog reflect a host of what I refer to as “alternative” viewpoints.
It’s funny to read from the ARS thread above (I do read ARS currently but try to avoid starting to post to it for now), that Piltdown Man thought my native language was German. I am not sure why he would think that. I do have a certain understanding of German but when it comes to speak that language, I am rather clumsy.
Piltdown Man is currently one of my favorite posters, even though we probably disagree on more issues than one. I appreciate his witty style and insights, but I have no idea who he could be, even though we both are from the same tiny country.
Most of my friends who were in the org at the same time as myself are now ex-members too (partly because of my own dissent), and all of them unanimously share my moderate viewpoint on Scientology (which leads me to believe from that sample and emails I receive that this is a very common situation when it comes to ex-members). I have heard through some of my friends that they know of someone in Belgium who is more radical or engaged than the lot of us but I really don’t know who it could be. Probably just as well.